The title says it all. I think it’s been about five or six days. I don’t know exactly how long and I am glad that I didn’t know it was going to be the last time. It would have been very emotional and upsetting if I had.

He’s still asking occasionally, but not very hard, and to be honest, whilst I wish it could have been a more organic process, it might not be a bad thing for me and Robbie. Ian might get a look in for starters. He and Robbie are bonding much more these days and I sometimes feel like my breastfeeding has got in the way of that a bit.

Anyhow…sigh…ten months is pretty good going, and I’m proud of my achievement.

Plus at last, at long last, I can finally take Sudafed for this fecking sinus infection!!!! Woo-hoo!!!

Can I just pass on my major thanks to all my girls from the Common Ground for their love, help and advice during the last ten months. If I didn’t know you all, the chances are I might not even have tried to breast feed after the disastrous time I had with Ricky. You know who you are, and I love you!

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